Crying alone it is to be
never letting anyone see,
How I hurt, how I suffer
I pretend I am tougher,
It is by far the better
to seem to be the go getter.

Always trying to be bright
shelve it all for the night,
No one sees, no one knows
they see, smiles and glows,
Suffer this in utter silence
or pay the price of penance.

Bound in chains of despair
to tell all I do not dare,
Stupid me, it is my fault
because I'm always such a dolt,
Why can't I just be normal
stand up straight and be tall.

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Sometimes it gets so hard to hide
The pain, the hurt, the scars and the tears
There comes a time when you give up
Give up the lies, the charades and show them

Show you what you've done to me
Tell you how much this pain hurts
Walk away when you whisper to me
The false apologies of guilt, 'I'm sorry.'

This is just another secret I must hide
The truth you cannot bear, it will kill you inside
Knowing you missed the signs; you let me
I'm forced to hide it, finding it will kill me

To face the mistakes, I've made again and again
See the consequences, the faces pass in a blur
The pain and tears are carved upon my skin
An eternal mark, a memory, a reminder to hide this

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Okay, as you can see I only know how to toy with the module part of this and, well thats not so bad, right? I dont know if I want it to stay there or not, mm what else can I put there???? At least I did something...where can I get pics of really cute bunnies? wearing hats? anyone?

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mood: retarded? retarded?
Yeah....I currently have no Idea what I am doing, crap!!! I am so used to the other blog( I wont mention) I suck at html and I am now lost.....stay tuned

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